So disappointing...
Today I feel like I started the day with the wrong attitude. Or rather... I ended up with the wrong attitude. I started the day planning to read for my driver’s license test, but I ended up not doing it at all. Instead I watched Gilmore girls and naruto. And I went for busjinka budo taijitsu (is that how you write it?). And I was the only girl, and the only one having a hard time catching up. I don't like being slow... in addition to being the only girl. All they guys are so fare ahead that it kind of FEELs like I’m stupid. They should take more care and go slower when someone new comes into the club... I never want to go back again... I feel so humiliated... and weak. I hate feeling weak.
The good part of this is that at least I got to exercise. 'cause I’ve been so lazy lately. Been studying allot and haven't bothered to go to the studio. But tomorrow I’m going to go. At least then I don't have to be with anyone, I just do my thing.
Ah... need to go shower... and eat some dinner... late dinner again...
posted by the girl with no wings... @ 9:37 PM
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