I know that the best choice is to stay where I am and try to complete the bachelor I'm on, but here there are so many people that irritate me or make me miserable, at the same time I still have my family here and that's a comfort. If I leave I'll miss them so much and I'll probably get sick again, just like the last time I tried to be away from them for long period of time. But I don't want to be with the other people... They only bring me grief, it would be nice with a new start, something new to study. I don't know what to do. And then I have a cousin in Australia as well, but how much time will I spend with her? She's got her own life there. If I can just manage to get through the two next years it will be ok, I can leave and do whatever I want, I don't have to be with the other people, at least then I have a good education and I can do a lot of things. Two years... I'll get a good pay, when I get a job. The reasons for going is more like running away from things I don't like. And hoping that I'll find what I don't have here at the new place... Is that such a good thing to do?
*God help me find a solution and make the right decision*
posted by the girl with no wings... @ 11:48 PM
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